blaaaah=/

I feel like im overeacting too much.. I know I should just MOVE THE FUCK ON because its over and done with. Im hellllla blaming it to myself, is it my fault though ??! i had to tell the damn truth, though. But....It wouldve been our 10 MONTHS on the 14th. a yeaar in Jan. Reallly dont know how it just came past by me like that. I freals gotta stop thinkin bout' it, because i can truly see & i freals know he MOVED ON. I just know. Why am I still sittin here and thinking bout it all over again while hes out doing something and totally forgot bout' it ? SOOO STUPID!!!!!!!!!!! I reallly, really dont know what to do.