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The past few days i've been pretty goood . Haven't been thinking bout' it. Except the time he aimed me on aim saying " wsssup" . and bitchasss never replied & yes, i replied. coos nigga im nice. hahaha. DUH. jussplayin jussplayin' .. oh weellll. anyways.. dont need that nigga anyways. rigght ? haha. shiiieet. FUCK HIM.!!!!!!

annoyed!

Ok, so today at school, i was hella down because i still remember what happened when i told him, and its like he didnt givsa fucck. ANYWAYS, its fuckin irritating when people say " are you okay? what did he do ? " daamn, its like SHUT THA FUCK UP ALREADY. shiiiet. you already see im down and sad & you still gone ask me those kinda bullshitted questions ? COMMON SENSE, dooe. I get the fact that you care for me and all but still , like i said commmon sense,. shoooot. pisses me off.... i hope tomorrow will be a BETTER day.

WOW!

So like yeaap, i FINALLLY told him i still had feelings for him. kinda proud of myself i let that out. Seriously. I hellllla told you he moved on. & i think i should let go already but somethings holding me back . what is it ? idevenk. & irdgaf. on the reaals .. it seemed like he didnt care when i said though... is cool, though. Im glad he moved on and im especially glad i fucking told him. =) haha. Now i got nothing to hide against him. i just hope i move on quick. well at least try. ya feeels ? right now im listening to love songs. THAAFUCCCK ??!

ANYWAYS;

it was my birthday on the 9th. finally turned 14. wow, hella young , i know. shiit. I DONT GIVSA FUCK. haha. I'd rather be old than young. Dinner thaang was fun with the BESTS PEOPLE IN THE WORLD!! Thank you guys so damn much for everything. i love yooou alll!!=)

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I feel like im overeacting too much.. I know I should just MOVE THE FUCK ON because its over and done with. Im hellllla blaming it to myself, is it my fault though ??! i had to tell the damn truth, though. But....It wouldve been our 10 MONTHS on the 14th. a yeaar in Jan. Reallly dont know how it just came past by me like that. I freals gotta stop thinkin bout' it, because i can truly see & i freals know he MOVED ON. I just know. Why am I still sittin here and thinking bout it all over again while hes out doing something and totally forgot bout' it ? SOOO STUPID!!!!!!!!!!! I reallly, really dont know what to do.