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WTH! dumbasss needed to tell something to GET her a gift because her stupidass is STUPID. told you, no one likes you thats why they didnt give you shit. HAHAHAHAHAH

btw, happpybirthday UncleRon!

Never trust a bitch who dont give your shit BACK! especially your shoes. how the fuck would you lose shoes tho? especiallly if it aint yours. bitch bettter give my shit back, or your buying me another pair , OR give me money. PAY UP , biiiietch.. HA HA HA HA HA!!! no one even fucking likes you anymore. && why would you wanna keep my shoes if you cant even wear it to school ? plus, its fucked up. hahaha . daaaamn . buy yo OWN shit, dumb asss trick. you gotta find my shit BEFORE christmas break or its gonna get alllll bad. WATCH YO ASSSS! & i forreals do not give a flying fuck if were KINDA related. fuck that. no one gives a fuck... ha well i dont. bottom line is GIVE MY SHIT BACK BEFORE CHRISTMAS BREAK OR YOU BUYING ME SHOES. OR JUST GIVE ME THA DAMN $$$$$$$$$$$ .

=)

The past few days i've been pretty goood . Haven't been thinking bout' it. Except the time he aimed me on aim saying " wsssup" . and bitchasss never replied & yes, i replied. coos nigga im nice. hahaha. DUH. jussplayin jussplayin' .. oh weellll. anyways.. dont need that nigga anyways. rigght ? haha. shiiieet. FUCK HIM.!!!!!!

annoyed!

Ok, so today at school, i was hella down because i still remember what happened when i told him, and its like he didnt givsa fucck. ANYWAYS, its fuckin irritating when people say " are you okay? what did he do ? " daamn, its like SHUT THA FUCK UP ALREADY. shiiiet. you already see im down and sad & you still gone ask me those kinda bullshitted questions ? COMMON SENSE, dooe. I get the fact that you care for me and all but still , like i said commmon sense,. shoooot. pisses me off.... i hope tomorrow will be a BETTER day.

WOW!

So like yeaap, i FINALLLY told him i still had feelings for him. kinda proud of myself i let that out. Seriously. I hellllla told you he moved on. & i think i should let go already but somethings holding me back . what is it ? idevenk. & irdgaf. on the reaals .. it seemed like he didnt care when i said though... is cool, though. Im glad he moved on and im especially glad i fucking told him. =) haha. Now i got nothing to hide against him. i just hope i move on quick. well at least try. ya feeels ? right now im listening to love songs. THAAFUCCCK ??!

ANYWAYS;

it was my birthday on the 9th. finally turned 14. wow, hella young , i know. shiit. I DONT GIVSA FUCK. haha. I'd rather be old than young. Dinner thaang was fun with the BESTS PEOPLE IN THE WORLD!! Thank you guys so damn much for everything. i love yooou alll!!=)

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I feel like im overeacting too much.. I know I should just MOVE THE FUCK ON because its over and done with. Im hellllla blaming it to myself, is it my fault though ??! i had to tell the damn truth, though. But....It wouldve been our 10 MONTHS on the 14th. a yeaar in Jan. Reallly dont know how it just came past by me like that. I freals gotta stop thinkin bout' it, because i can truly see & i freals know he MOVED ON. I just know. Why am I still sittin here and thinking bout it all over again while hes out doing something and totally forgot bout' it ? SOOO STUPID!!!!!!!!!!! I reallly, really dont know what to do.